it's been a few days since i blogged. I've been busy this few days as i am attending entrepreurship programme or rather camp(non residential). There were 64 ppl who attended, from different schools. The speakers were very funny. The camp started 27 nov from 9am to 5pm!!!!! can u believe?? we have to sit for hours?! but there is tea break and lunch break. They talk about how to run business and capital, all those stuff that were related to entrepreur (or something like that??) ok.. let's drop this subject.

Today i am going to my aunty house to help her out in her website... ok... nothing much to talk about though. Mmm... munching chewing gum.

omg!!! i woke up at 1pm!!! geeezzz... i dont normally sleep till that late. Maybe the trip made me so tired out.

juz came back from malaysia... and i just worked out my new year resolution, or something like that, ok?? haiz... first time in my life, i worked it out. haha...

New Year Resolution

1. Get good results for my sec 3
2. Be a good girl, cause this year long, i have been too crazy.
3. Swear no more
4. Control my temper, i will try.
5. Focus on school stuff, more than anything
6. Be a nerd...lol... i know i can't, but again, i will try
7. Keep clean my study desk all year long
8. Lose weight.. lol
9. Stay away from unhealty food
10. Skip breakfast no more, isn't this lame??

yea, that's about it... haiz. I wish i could really keep to this though

what the hell?? i am going to operation?? cos my tonsil too big?? haiz ...hate it... scared siah...

breakfast i went to eat duck noodles at the NTUC place there... then i went to in the NTUC to buy fruits, then i secretly went to buy chocolate bar!! haha... cool man... now watching nsync concert, damn nice siah... i dont know i watch how many times oso not sian...yea lah... i am mad... but their moves are damn cool!! ahahahahahah!!!

nice... britney latest album, in the zone, is nicer than her last album... i love the beat of the songs... hehe... :B today soo happy, nth crappy happened, and tmr i am cutting my hair... my hair like bush man... haha... xS... not nice. muahahahah... so happy!!!! ahaha!!! going to Malaysia liao, on saturday morning... going KL, hope i ca shop there ... hehe... love shopping too much... well that is what females are like ... haha... tonite charm damn funny and nice... Piper giving birth... haha... then the charmed ones powers are taken away.... ''the day the magic died'' haha... madonna's american pie: ''the day the music died''... haha...

cool man!! my father juz closed a deal, guess he will not be so hot tempered today, hehe... and i oso can get a new pants from OP, all my pants are like ... kiam chai all very old, and i oso can get a new bag, my that bag is 2 yrs old... actually not that bad lah, but some parts are quite torn. xB then we maybe getting a digital camera, which my father said that he wants to buy one for the whole family use... cos we dont have a D camera at home, only traditional one... but actually i dont really care that much about camera... in fact my sis and i want a new computer... cos keeps hanging... dont know what's up with it?? xS

hahaha!!! watching punk'd ... cool man... they juz punk'd jessica biel or smth like tat...yea...hehe xD know jessica simpson is gonna punk'd her lovely hubby nick from 98 degrees... sheeeezzz... haha... but i think Justin Timberlake's punk'd was the coolest... haha... he almost cried... haha.. woaaaaa.... so sisi... haha... anyway from his singing oso can tell xD lol... blah blah... today i called back Mr osman regarding the debate workshop... but i cant attend cos i oso have another camp for the Queenstown C.C. *lame and crappy*...

at last ... i have done some updating on my blog... well it is minor changes only... lucky today nth unhappy happened... but computer still keep on hanging , but now lucky never hang... hehe... nth more to say... bye

damn man... having a headache... dry throat, block nose... what more?? my choir :junior blames me for not going when they get scolding fr the choir teacher... what is this man? i turn up for every choir practice and this time exception... i get this?? shit man... bloody ass hole man... still some more she uses this''!!!!!!'' when she talks to me... then she says that she what the teacher had said was indirectly caused by me... f**k man... this is crappy man.. so is this bad days gonna continue for the next few days?? hope not... headache real headache .... g2g

i am ill so my temper gets real hot... sry for those unpleasant words

this past few days hasnt been going well for me... dont know why... i broke down twice in a week, which i dont... after what had happened on nov 15... i totally block him out... talking only when is needed... i dont understand why? he juz comes home and start to scram at us... he dont really has any interaction with us... which is why i am not close to him... he changed, he wasnt like that in the past... :( so i really fight with him most of the time... that day he pointed the canned at me... i didnt know what had came over me, i went to grab the canned from him. well i wanted to snatch it and break it, but didnt , haha. i think he was like shocked, that was th first time i grab it from him.

yesterday... france lost... Frederic Michalak he missed all of his kicks except one... what the hell?? the rain ... maybe had affected him... how come?? next is france and nzl ... both i support... so aiyah ... i oso very confused... actually ... i use to support france and england .... but later on yesterday... they had to compete each other, i supported france... and now, i am in such a depress state...well i shall not insult england, cos i use to support them too... only not in this match... well whatever. Today i have choir!!! aiyo sick man... real sick... the teacher is always late... next we sit there for 1/2- 1hour waiting for her... can u imagine... all the choir practice she is always like that...

dont really have anything today... nth to say actually... But i am going to library today ... but i will make sure that i can make it back for the match... LIVE!!!!!!! Btw i have improved my blog... better than last time... hehe... it was yesterday when i updated it till 1am!! yawn man... then today i slept until 9.30am ... not so bad lah ... sometimes i tend to sleep until 10 + am cos i slept late the previous night... hehe...

cant wait for tmr to come... france VS england...

so i came back home... checked the internet to see who win, NZL or AUST?? turns out to be aust... WTH ?!! i supported nzl and they lost... oh well nvm ... next is france... i hope they win england...

... so pissed by my father yesterday... he went to tear my lyrics book!!! what a MORON!!! He got pissed by his agent and he vent his bloody anger on my sister and I... what is this world coming to man... i fought with him too... i now i shouldnt have... but his is being too unreasonable... anyway so many unhappy things happened yesterday... i broke down yesterday too.. WHY?? i told myself too many times not to cry, but i cant do it!!! WHY?!! well, i am so glad that i am going to eat dim sum with my relative today... but where ?? i hope not that kind of ulu places though...

Sry for the words mention up there that wasnt that pleasant...

went to see a doc, for my sore throat, block nose... cost me $18...

i went to watch movie with friends.. at 12pm... yea ... went to cine. at orchard rd and catch Uptown Girls, instead of matrix... i think the movie is rather meaningful and funny. More relaxing than matrix. B4 that we went to eat lunch, then went for movie at 3pm and it ended at 4.30pm... So we went to takashimya... to look for winter clothes for my friend, and we went to kinokoniya( dont know how to spell) to look for bks, juz browsing... then i felt like shit... like my whole body was very weak... i was sick... going to be... so i went home after all this. I felt like i was going to faint... went to bath, took a jacket to wear it on, on the air-con... and my body was very hot... so really i had a fever... my mother took my temp. and it was 38.1!! so she gave me 2 panadol so eat ... so much better... the fever went down, so i went 2 the hall to watch tv... chinese show... then i watched charmed and CSI and dark angel now... lovely *kisses* wednesday has the best show... all the show i luv. I am still mesmerised with the new key chain that i juz bought today... so sweet ... it is a flower, it cost me $3.90... how i wish i can scan it online...

peace out... i was totally pissssed... tat ''f'' word was totally shit... juz wanna let it all out... ok anyway new day... tmr i'm going to watch matrix the latest one... hopefully i can understand.. cos the 2nd part was a total heck man... didnt even understand a single bit, then i need my friend to explain to me what was going on... failure sia...
still cant get the superman: red son#1. haiz... hope it comes on stock quick enough. i cant take it any longer...hahaz... i read a love story online today.. wow... i totally bursted out(cried)... it's raining... soooooo touching, but so sad. The ending was damn sad siah...

Ewww! Totally disgusted! +o( Guys... Better have some self control...
I was feeling quite sad for my friend... after she talk over with me on the phone... about some guys did something to her...
*puke, puke PUKE!!!* totally puking... Guys would u all kindly juz F ** K off... and there would be WORLD PEACE!!!!!!... U all are teapots and girls are tea cups... haiz...
have a one last cry... weep...
What has the world become of ??? !!! Disappointed

Damn! i have to report to Queenstown C.C. tonite @ 6.55pm! for that stupid charity thingy again...
yea ''again''
Ate my lunch.. listening to Jc chasez song: one last cry
lyrics:
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I end my one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
to my last cry

Ok new day... I had to report to sch @ 8am!!! Sick man. I had a headache when I woke up, so I went to eat a bread b4 I eat some panadol... Then I took bus 51 to sch and when I was walking towards my sch, a man walking infront of me was smoking, making my headache even worst... so I ran b4 him, and was better, no smoke smell... *EEWW!* *sTiNk* so I went into the conference room, with my other friends to do some briefing about a charity thingy, stupid siah... I think... hehe.. :)

*Yawn* I woke... and went to eat the breakfast brought by my mother, then i didnt know what happen... i was sitting there watching TV... she came and scold me... dont know what was up with her man... so lugi got scolded in the morning! Then i went to my room to read some comics and listen to Avril Songs @ a blast... yea... Afternoon time... went to eat lunch with mummy and sis at Tiong bahru plaza... Then i went window shopping, and i got my eyes on a bag with i think is rather cheap, but nice cos it was an offer price: $29.90... but didnt buy in the end, cos i was broke, left on like $27 for the rest of the month!!!!!!!!! Ahhh.... cos of the Billabong wallet lor. Haiz shouldnt have bought it. Watch Rugby world cup until dinner time and continued to watch another match : 2 matches in a day... Now im sitting here typing my blog; the first entry. Actually i have another diary, it is at diaryland... quite lame lah, i think it was the beginning of this yr, so i create another one here...