sports day had ended just a while ago. i am back home having a nice cup of honey with lotsa ice. I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OFF OKAY. i am already having a sore throat and today i have to be cheering as a cheerleader. pretty sucky isnt it? now my throat hurts so bad that i am worried i will not recover in time for my choir syf in 4 april.

death, is it so scary? many people will do whatever it takes to stay away from the devil that takes away your precious soul. a family in the USA wants her daughter who is a vegetable now to substain her life on machines. is it all worth it if you ask yourself? all the money that you spend may not even be all that worth it. maybe it is just hope this word that keeps people going and cause people to be afraid of death.

death is a sad case. people moan for their dead, people cry when their love ones are out on a journey heading for a place far away and never going to return. most people hate death. they think it is a monster that should not even be created and every moment that we life should be cherished.

however, it is not always the case that people hate death. there are always sadist in this world who love the sight of death, who love to taste the blood shed by others. people like those terrorists take away human life without the latter's permission. how bullshit is this. screw those people. they shouldnt even exist in this world and why should we share this world with them? they are such a waste on mother natural's resource. sigh.

Life, it is something to celebrate about. our government is encouraging birth rate in our country by offering incentives. most couples who received the news that they have a new life coming their way are on the edge of jumping off the cliff due to excitment.

however for some, it is just pure bad news. they think it is burden, a real heavy burden. those people are probably not mentally prepared for a new life to enter their live. they just did not expect that the moment would come when the doctor says ''congratulation, you are having a baby coming your way!''. And probably they are pondering, ''we were protected, but...how?'' so fated i would think of this case. well then, the ending i guess was some of them aborted the poor innocent foetus.

just whatever it is, life and death is a cycle nobody can control. live with it and dont be too sad when it is your turn to live that cycle.

just a banal and stupid essay by me.

MR GOH YOU ARE DAMN FUNNY. had a workshop at gan eng seng secondary. mr goh is the composer who came and helped us out with our songs. he is damn funny. the way he taught us how to sing the song the way it is was just so hilarious! like for the song babara allen, he asked us to press our mouth. LOL. HOLY COW! can you imagine singing with your lips like goldfish. then he also taught us how to sing high notes very firmly. so...... he asked us to get into pairs, then wrestle each other so as to build up our diaphram, then... asked us to sing in this position. FUNNY! you should have seen it. monday the choir has to perform for the lower seconday assembly. sucks because i will be missing amath.

i gotta fly, i havent finished my hols hwk and it is ending in the next estimated 48 hours. geez. it's a short hol.

somebody save me from the words that she is throwing at me

have you ever experienced someone who talks so much junk before?. they think their words are priceless piece of art. somebody should sew their mouth up with material that is too strong to be destroyed. they comment practically on everything they see, smell, hear, taste and feel. geez. they even comment on you. you just feel like slapping them in their faces and demand them to shut the hell up. what's more? them just comment for the sake of their hobby. they just verbally vomit what they are thinking inside of their dumb headed brain and dont think twice before saying what they want to say. so fuck up. comments they made are silly, shallow and not at all funny... not at all. they laugh at their own self called jokes, how pathetic. they just comment comment comment comment comment... all day long. yawns. zZzZZzZzzZzZzZzZ...

my iPod has died on me. the battery is flat. i have to go. ciao. bye. sayonara. zai jian.

Happy B'dae Sab!

oh boy, finally i've got it. iPod photo... how cool is that man? damn cool. it is worth that bucks baby. anyway school's out and holiday is in for 1 pathetic week. but i dont even think of it as a holiday. we have to go to sch everyday and i have CCA for 4 days out of 5 days. pretty sucky doesnt it? but hey, i've got ipod as my company. hehe! right now i am admiring my ipod baby. haha. it so stylo.. i really love it. so white and pure. the packaging is impressing. just one look well yea, love at first sight.

friday i got back my results. it sucks. well all because of english- i flunked it. my class position got affected because of eng. i failed emaths too and it is badly failed. anyway today, i had bad day because of getting that ipod. my folks argued about the price and where to get a cheaper one. yea. english was borrrrrrriinnnnggg today. i was stoning there, nobody to talk to. it was a wasted lesson. geez..

i gotta run, watching the sixth sense now. ciao

i think i am cancelling one of my items in my wishlist out. that means i am able to get that item that i want soon. so shiok! hahah.