decided to come online after hours of mugging for chinese. i really hate this shit. studying for so many bloody words and in the end 5 pathetic words come out from the context. yeah i know i've repeated this for several times. haha, naggy me.
star wars was fantastic! the whole setting was perfect. but i just dont dig anakin. that darth vader he becomes after being brainwashed by the chancellor who in the end was the sith lord which i think it was a pity because he had to hide his pretty face behind that mask. actually not exactly pretty face cause his face was ruin by the fire at the volcanic pit. anakin was just too young and ambitious. way too ambitious for his age, he wanted too much. but what in the end caused him to slide into the dark side was that his vision was plagued the impending death of padme during childbirth. the dark side could actually keep the ones that you want to be alive, well of course in an unatural way. maybe just like how anakin was keep alive?
yea, perth is going to happen quite soon, but it is still like a mirage to me. okay bullshit, it is a reality that i am going but chinese Os is bothering me. haha. ironic. contradictary. i have no idea either. my mind is clouded by so many things; mickey mouse tee, sq cut 523, the fieldtrip, imagining my A1 or 2 for chinese. fuck! i cant focus! yes i can focus, no i cant, yes, no, yes, no. well maybe yes i can. ironic. but then again but i cant or maybe i just need something, something like coffee. hah. yes that miracle drug called caffeine in coffee.
hmm... weird. i think i gotta go. FOCUS. tomorrow morning. the flow of coffee content in my body is definitely needed.