damn. i am broke! haha well not exactly, juz that i had spent lotsa money today. bought quiksliver mesh cap, slippers, comics... drank esprit at coffee bean. yea blah blah... well actually i went shopping with sabrina. shant say the details, damn tired.

went to search for marilyn manson thingy, cos sabrina is like so curious abt satanic and his music. so i found a couple of sites that proves that he sucks and yea oso to warn her abt the danger in listening his music. his sins are beyond what i had actually thought. to find out abt this site, >click here. none of his act shall be carried out.

just a crappy poem from the last post hahaha...anyway now this aint a poem, a song. just feel like writing one.. haha altho it is a crappy one. :))
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she cant go home
because it is broken
her folks scream at her
until she stir
she cries herself to sleep
while lying around on the streets
the outside world is her home
cause she aint got a home

coldness wraps around her
there is no warmness in her world
heart is freezing cold
so much so
when she gives you one of her stares
it can make you scared
when she calls back home
she makes no sound
the mother hurls abuses at the anonymus
not knowing that it was her girl

lame song! yes! hahaha... :))

all seems sour
relationship turned sour
it doesnt taste like flower
wasted infinite hours
on a relationship that never would flourish
because all is under norish

your eyes wonder around
making me like a clown
i am not a puppet
for you to vent at
cherish me not
because you think you are so hot

promises you dont keep
and that makes you like a dirt cheap
plan as you could
but it wouldnt do u good
what is all burn
could never return

lyn ask me to be romantic, but i cant cos all i can think of is ruin relationship. haha

check this ''catwoman out all her plastic surgery were screwed. real screwed.

that freaking father of my is getting paranoid. he asked me again what am i doing on internet everytime in a very suspicious tone. fuck that shit man. yea yea i am surfing PORNOGRAPHY!!! that's what u always think dont u??? always think that INTERNET IS ALL ABT PORNOGRAHY!!. come on man! there is always more than what u think PORNOGRAPHY! look man, i can be doing my hwk on the WORDS for english/ doing my template/ blogging/ checking out comics BLAH BLAH. NOT WHAT U THINK pornography! YOU DIRTY HORNEY DISGUSTING PUKING MAN! better wash ur brain with deto. ewwk! anyw i am typing my essay for mdm yeo. man i am in deep shit. totally forgot abt it after monday, and b4 monday. gosh! now that i rmbed, i am rushing it. but then again i am tired but half of my story is done so i guess i will be continuing this morning.. OH NO!!! haha, i hope tat mdm yeo isnt like pissed. :)))

last night was a sleepless one. retired at around 12 am after america next top model. i was tossing and turning until 1am. then a noise ''mmmmmmm...'' came in my ear. gosh, that made me even more unable to sleep. 2am had arrived, i was still in a sleepless mode despite i am tired bcos of that freaking noise. then i had random thoughts which made me more awake. then i guess i fell asleep for a while until 3.15am. yea such a fuck up night. the noise was gone, but the fan started to produce noise.. shitty. such a torture that i couldnt be granted with a peaceful sleep. so yea, i had random thoughts again which kept me awake. then of the sudden, i rmbed that i owe mdm yeo work! holy shit! but i didnt dwell on that much. proceeded on to another thought which was my weight. haha, i am having health check up this afternoon and that explains why. more thoughts came up of which i couldnt rmb. then i brought in me mp3 to listen to radio hopefully that would help. but shit it didnt... songs like hip hop defintely didnt help. so i gave the method up. in the end i fall asleep. woke up at 950 +.. what a night!

what i want for x`mas:
`a family use digital camera
`world peace! :)))
`aunt linda and uncle pino to come back soon. i miss u 2!! :)))
`my reef flip flop! sabrina! where is it??!!
`ipod-u2 [yea right that would nv happen]

i am glad
that you had
fallen into my trap

i plan it all good
kill you with kindness i knew it would
dont try to dig me
cos you will never success, gee..

scream and shout
in your own prison you pout
that's what u got
after you have done yourself fault

what goes around comes around
now you've put yourself down
after what you have done to others
my heart is filled with laughter
for you've got your retribution.

just a scribble of my thoughts, hahha, it means nth tho. but hey this always make sense- what goes around comes around.

cheers to me! i bought levis 501 ytd at heeren. actually i wenta parkway parade to do some shopping, but i ended up buying nth. yea there is a levis shop there, but i wanted to look at the bermudas b4 buying the jeans so i went to heeren. after browsing, my mum said that it isnt worth buying bermudas as it cost 90 bucks? and moreover it is not very presentable for chinese new yr. so we proceeded to buy my jeans which according to mum is more worth it. but anyway, i didnt regret buying the jeans. real cool design and it came along with a metal tag. :))

this morning went to singtel building to purchase a cell... not for me duh! for my sis. it was k500i sony ericson phone. the features inside are really really cute! haha. actually that model was the model that i had condsidered buying instead of s65. but anyway, i shall not think of k500i anymore, or i might regret buying s65. haha.

caught ''a smile like yours'' on ch 5 just a while ago. kinda nice. altho at the front part of the movie, it is kinda like i-wanna-have-toot-with-you-every-second [u go figure the ''toot'' urself] kind of thing, at the last part, it was meaningful and romantic. if u had watched it, u will get what i mean. lauren holly is so damn beautiful, yes very beautiful. NOT HOT. NOT HOT I SAY IT ONE MORE TIME.

anyway, i found out my pop is giving us 150 bucks each [my sis and i] for new year clothes. :)))) *big smile* so mb i would be getting a levis jeans 501. just MAYBE. cos i was thinking whether is it worth it. it is pretty expensive as known to everyone out there. heh. anyway below is some LAME tag conversation.

`cuiling: ahhh!!!! at last ur tag is working!! hahah lynnie, u are so so so lame! hahah :)) anway HI VAL!! l

lynnie: lol. maybe.. its because i've got no legs? nahh. i'll just stick to being blind. its pitiful enough `cuiling: gosh!!! this is so riddikulous!! LOL! :))

lynnie: yeah. it certainly is ridiculous. hmmm. do you like fish? GOLD fish?

`cuiling: nope! i dont like gold fish. but u like fish right?! haha and the species is called LEONG! l

lynnie: NOT lame. i repeat.. NOT lame!

`cuiling: so u mean it is really LAME??

hahah yea so stupid i know :))

some correction to be done here. after chatting with lynnie.. i realised that syl fans are not blind but deaf. they see syl cute then vote, nv listen to his singing. yes that's what i wanna say. heheh
((:

reply for taggers:
LYNNIE, U ARE LAME!!! =pp
May, yea i totally agree with u. such a waste!! but mb she will cut an album?? who knows?! haha
Zhen' Ai, thanks!

result was?? olinda is out. yea juz as i expected. not that i didnt want her to get in [i want her to get in soooo much], it is juz that sly, he has sooo many innocent young girls fan who will vote for him blindly. yes, literally. yea anyway, what is done is done, so cant blame anyone... so what's next?? i will support taufik... he just rocks next to olinda. i dont care sly is a chinese, his singing juz sucks my shit.

i am back! i didnt blog cos i was busy and my sister was oso hogging the computer. yea.. ytd, had choir camp. it was boring... buttt... today it was darn fun! laughter was in the air. haha. games like captian's ball and dog and bone was so fun. haha. wacko was not bad too. =)) yea anyway, today is the result show. i think it would be a tough fight between the contestants and i hope that oli would get in. love her! haha. ok i guess i have nth more to write, will juz end it here.

just a sharing of thoughts

last night, i watched some cheesy 80's horror flick. lol. man, it was so freaking funny. well take for example: the tree ate the boy up. lol. mannn... poltergiest [or something like that] to be exact is the film name. didnt managed to complete watching the show cos i found it too lame. instead of scaring me, the movie made me laugh. hahaha.

i wonder what was the producer thinking back in those days man. it was suppose to be a horror flick, but it turned out to be soo cheesy when the present day people watch. yea mb like what i had said back in those days ... people might have seen that as a very frightening movie, mb bcos there werent many horror films back then. but now that there are soooo many horror films coming up, stories are way more scarier and more realistic in the sense that it portraits the whole scene in a more that-could-happen-in-your-life. so it kinda make ppl paranoid and watch their back, watch their head. blah blah. made them have a sleepless night and that explains why i hate to watch horror movies.

it creeps me up and i wont waste my bucks on something that might traumatized me. haha. yea i know something that is supernatural will definitely attract people to watch. -curiosity. why not invest ur bucks on something that makes u enjoys it. like comedy? but then again it is all personal taste. different ppl love diff type of genre of movies. and that makes human being interesting and it creates a wide market for diff type of genre of movie to exist so as to satisfy us human being.

caught ''taxi'' today with lyn. was super super funny and nice! i have to say it is even nicer princess diaries 2. probably will get the dvd after the release of it. gisele bundchen was sooo freaking hot! haha queen latifah was like so diva man. totally like her. hahaha. well, i laughed throught out the whole movie cos jimmy falom was like sooo damn funney and queen latifah was like u know has the attitude tat made her so hilarious. haha. yea so of cos other than laughter, one part of the movie was oso very seductive. gise was body searching lieutenant and yeaaa, she touch the lieutenant body so like hmm... sexually? yea that's what i thought. ok shant elaborate one the details. u should be catching it...=))

went shopping with lyn, ying and malik. i pratically looking for my clothes the whole time. went from quiksilver to ripcurl and all the skate and surf brand. found nth. cossss.. the cheaper ones design not nice, design nice ones, were like sooo freakign ex. then i went to nike. and bang! i found it. 30 bucks cheap cheap. haha well, it is cheaper than all the skate and surf brands..

so what was i saying in my previous entry?? i got my nike dunks. yes. i didnt managed to get the black one cos only then i found out the tick was orange in color. not that i dont like orange, it is juz that it doesnt goes well with the whole thing. the tick juz stucked up like one sore thumb. the black one was a new arrival, whereas the one i bought is abt 3 months old, but it doesnt matter cos it pretty still rocks. brown that is, the design i bought. i was like heistating whether or not to buy it, and that guy who was serving me was like ''hmmm! hmmm!'' smiling and smiling. i wonder is his smile real or fake. but yea, i decided that i wanted it and so my aunt bought it for me. went shopping in heeren for my new yr clothes. bought 2 tee from flesh imp. they got some pretty cool shit there. the designs are very urban. totally rock. yea after that when i wanted to pay, my aunt offered to pay for me. heh! that means i can saved the 50 bucks and buy more clothing. how wonderfully... my aunt oso bought one set for my sister. and yes she oso saved 50 bucks. hahah.

went home.
my folks happen to be abt to go out.
my sis and i tagged along.
did some window shopping of what my pop wanted to buy.
went for dinner.
fantastic meal.
ate to my filling. heh =))
but my diet plan is ruin. but do i care? =))
nope. i can always go for another round of diet. (((:

cheers to myself!!! i got my nike dunk!! =)))

hell yes! i am getting my nike dunk. but.... it is not for free, i have to work for my aunt and that is my 'pay' for it. =) well, that's cool me be cos i will only needa do computer stuff and i dont mind doing it. i can oso surf the net will doing the shit. -evil laughter- well of cos not keep surfing the net... will be going shopping with my aunt tmr to get my nike dunk and shop for my new year clothes. yea i know it is early.

caught princess diaries 2. was vey nice. i think it is nicer than the first one, cos it goes straight to the point, not so nagging and more laughter of cos. i well be doing a review on this movie so i will juz leave some of the things that i like over here so as not to forget what i wanna write.

some stuffs taken from juice magazine:
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WHAT'S NEW?
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Natalie Bedingfield is the new Nelly Furtardo.

Modest Mouse is the new Baby Bird.

Feng is the new Tony Tay.

Attica is the new Lola.

Searches for TV hosts are the new DJ quest.

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GETTING ON OUR TITS
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Singapore Idol's lack of talent

People who step on your feet
while dancing and never turn around
once to say that they're sorry.

People who go to clubs because everyone
is going to be there, not because they want
to hear the DJ play.

Slow cars that hog the fast lane.

PARIS HILTON [ lol! ]

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GETTING US OFF
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The Apprentice

Elton John-- for calling a spade a spade
and Madonna a lip synching charlatan.

Sky captain and the world of tomorrow.

The new Indochine at Clarke Quay.

MTV
Rouge.

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yea some stuffs are quite funny. and yes, i am getting my nike dunk pretty soon. =)

ytd my father went crazy again. i think he should really go for some counseling and some anger management courses. well come to think abt it again, it will be a waste of money. i think he doesnt know how to draw a line between his work and his family life. everytime he gets pissed off by his clients, he would just go around the house and find smth that makes him bu shuang and vent his on us. yea so ytd smth like that happened. he scolded me. yea fuck it man. after that he started screaming and screaming like some fucking duck. so i talked back, yea i know i shouldnt have, but he was like soooo damn fucking unreasonable. after that he said ''u wanna fight isit??!!!'' well of cos i said when did i ever said that??!! we continued to argue and argue. some sort of fucking quarrelsome man. and yes.. he is still living in his own 20th century world, where ppl were like gangsta?? they fight, no talk. all only abt action, no reason. man! this is 21th century! nowadays ppl dont fight man, they talk! yea unless u are like those parliment members from taiwan- famous for fighting. well dad, u think u still can use all those old fashion - beating and scolding, well i am very sry to say that times have changed and all ur fucking old methods of teaching children is USELESS! such a failure man. catch up with times, learn from mum when it comes to communicating with us. tsk tsk. if u had spent more time with us in the past, nth like these kind of shit would happen, and i can assure u that ur presence at home wouldnt be a nuisance to us.

just finished watching america next top model. boy oh boy, this esp was soo hot. they were dancingg! yea so i was like movin' to the beat too. haha. ahhhh.. get to see april. but the fact is that i know she is going to be kicked out from the competition just the esp after the next really saddens me. well haha, yoanna is da winner, sooo it is still ok, since she is one of my favourite. sara was out. i have to say that she is quite pretty, with her so-called sexy mole. yup anyway enough of antm. haha. i am a antm craze man. oh yes.. now that i had realized, i always recommend showss... always...haha

ytd went for a dip... i did enjoy it cos it is a long time since my last. diving down into the water to get my goggles was the best. well it was just a game between my sister and me. =)

today was ''short''. first went to choir. then came back home rested for a while, then i started to chat on with my friends on the phone. am going for interview tmr. a job interview. juz hope i can get it.

ok.. now smth tat is worth celebrating... i have started to do my hol hwk. ahahaha. nah, juz kidding. nth cool abt it.

A world of our own

Somewhere, a dream away

There is a better place, a brighter day

Somewhere that's safe

Somewhere that's free

Where we can be together

So just close your eyes

And let me take you there

To somewhere only dreamers ever go

It won't be just a fantasy (oh, no)

If you believe with me

The two of us all alone

In a world of our own

A world of our own

Where we know we belong

A world of our own

Where love is sure and strong

Can never die

And lovers never say goodbye

Someday, a light will shine

And there will come a time that's yours and mine

A time so sweet

So clear and true

We'll see right to forever

So just close your eyes

And let me take you there

To somewhere only dreamers ever go

It won't be just a fantasy (oh, no)

If you believe with me

he two of us all alone

In a world of our own

A world of our own

Where we know we belong

A world of our own

Where love is sure and strong

Can never die

And you and I won't ever say goodbye

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this song is taken from return to the blue lagoon

i finished reading action comics, superman/batman, spiderman and JLA. now going on to adventures of superman. well action comics some of the story were ok. but art was good. well i am refering to the issue #815 - #816. well dont wanna talk abt comics liao.

talked to yingying this afternoon. basically was talking crap. thereafter i called hash about the gathering. well, she and sarah havent exactly carry the tingy. and she told me that actually they wanted it to be either ytd or tmr. butttt, well as u know, nth really happened. after that we talked crap until she had to go.

ate lunch like breakfast, cos i saw the porriage that my mum cooked and the dishes, which were quite not my taste. so i decided to eat toasted bread with cheese and egg and tomatoes. milo was the drink.

so ytd, sabrina told me she lost the coupon.. -.-''' hahaha... i dont know what to say, speechless. oh well.. all fated. haha.. *yawn* am really tired now cos i guess i woke up to early today.

collected my comics today. had a new title in today which is JLA classified. well because colin recommended, so i decided to give it a shot and bought it. havent read it yet... added one of the batman title cos i wanna catch their mini-series -City of Crime. cos i saw the preview so it gave me the insurance that it might be a good one.

caught the result show of sg idol. fucking shit man... olinda was almost out... phew man, luckily she didnt get out, but she was in the bottom 3 for the 2nd consecutive week... i hope she wouldnt be in the bottom 3 next week, or whatsoever that might cause her to be out of the competition. and for the record, i voted for her for 10 times...

now watching the champion. the show really got some hot stuff inside, but too bad, it is ending soon...too soon. damn

well, today had remedials for geog and amath. after that sab and me went to town for our flip flop. in the end i bought nth home cos she wasnt able to find her prefered design, so she is going to get it some other day and get my design too. haha, yea i know it is weird..

changed the background of the blog, i dont know whether is it nicer or the previous one is nicer. so do give me some comments at my board. but it is down, mb some time later. alright i have to be off now cos there are still classes tmr.

well i kinda did some touch up of the site which i think is neater? i dont know, that's what i think.

ok i did some checking of the oc music mix 2 and 3. it had already came out in the states, but not in singapore and i heard the music from the offical website for the soundtrack. i think mix 2 has good shit inside, but mix 3 is christmas song [it is not the traditional christmas song]. not so appealing for me tho. and in the cohen family they call it chrismukkah.. u will only understand if u watch the show[pretty much recommanded]. yea and i uploaded the mix 2 picture.

currently listening to: If You Leave - Nada Surf

that song is in the oc mix 2... if interested the is a link to the site under ''the webs'' but doubt anyone would be. =P

the oc mix 2

well, i am back from patricia b'dae party. food there was awesome, games were lame.. lol! so sheila yi wen and i went up to watch the champion. hehe. after watching for a few minutes [pathetic] we had to proceed back to the bbq pit to cut the cake and mix the cocktail.. ate 2 pieces of cake! wahaaha .. now that my stomach is soo bloated, i guess i have to go on diet tmr by eating fruit =) and maybe start on my holiday hwk.. hehe..just hope that my plans dont fall through..

anyway... Happy b' day Patricia!!!! i hope she sees this =)

april from antm cycle 2. elimated in esp 9. i love her =)

this yoanna antm cycle 2 winner.. i love her yoo =D

yes, i cooked again today.. stewed fruits... it's an easy dish basically u need some fruits and spices and sugar, blah blah.. cooking it is just too simple.. i am cooling the dish by placing a fan infront of it so that i can put it into the fridge later on at a faster speed. for those who cook, u shld know why.. i am having this bloodly problem with blogger. the blogging time is like faster by 1 hr. i have to adjust it everytime i blog to get the correct time... eating my lunch now, a bowl of cereals... pathetic.. but it is kinda nice..and oso i shldnt eat so much for dinner sicne there is a b'dae partyy today! woohoo..